I still want to eat like crazy, but not because I’m hungry

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Churros and Cocoa at San Gines in Madrid. Absolutely delicious.

The hardest part so far about coming back from a vacation where I ate a lot of foods is the fact that I still want to eat like crazy. It’s not because I’m hungry. Well, it feels like hunger, but really, it’s either boredom or cravings I’m still kicking from the added sugar that I had in my diet over the past two weeks. I’ve had to do things like drink glasses of water, drink some coffee, or find something to take my mind off of it over the past weekend. It worked: I didn’t eat outside of meal times.

When going back to a strict eating plan, there’s always some push-back from the body and also from our minds. My mind loves eating, and my body jumps right on the “Let’s eat all the things” bandwagon by giving me cravings between meals. Fortunately, I know that this all subsides after a few days of clean eating. Good, natural foods don’t have this effect on me, and once my body is accustomed to it, I can eat reasonable portions three times a day without hunger or cravings, imagined or otherwise. I just need to get there.

Starting a Whole30 is hard. Going back to Paleo after vacation feels like I’m doing a Whole30 again. At least I know how my body reacts, what to expect, and I also know that it will get better soon. The best part: I will feel super and I will be back to losing weight soon. After that, I’ll reach my goal and then be in maintenance mode. I can’t wait!

Oh, I’m down another pound this morning to 176. I’ve now lost all but 2 lbs of the weight I put on in Spain in the past two weeks, and it’s only taken me three days to do it. I finally feel better this morning and without the flu symptoms. It feels really good.

10 lbs, No Regrets

Sherry’s recap of our trip and the philosophy behind our new normal versus experiencing a new culture while on a trip abroad is exactly how I feel.

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If you haven’t been following along on Paleo Marine’s blog, then you wouldn’t know that my 2 week absence from posting was because of a fabulous trip to Spain.  Spain – the land of hot chocolate & churros, crusty bread, pastries, paella, turrones, sangria, and the list goes on and on.  Interestingly enough, there were actually a lot of Paleo-friendly delicacies we enjoyed while we were there including the sliced Iberian hams, the potato “tortilla” omlettes, suckling pig, duck, steak, etc, but above all, I simply just ate too much of everything.  Yeah, all told the damage was about 10 lbs and a dress size up – but after 2 days of “normal” Paleo eating, things are already getting a little more comfortable.

Could I have done better while travelling?  Absolutely.  But my philosophy on travel (especially overseas) is to take the opportunity to experience as much local cuisine and…

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Weight Update: The Plan Works!

I’m pretty happy this morning. I did skip running this morning, and I think I will regret that later this afternoon if I’m forced to run in the rain (when it’s also hot out), but after a weekend of strict Paleo, I’m down 9 lbs already! I weighed in at 188.8 lbs on Saturday morning and this morning, I weighed in at 179.8 lbs. I’m thinking that most of my added weight was water retention from eating foods high in sugar and in greater volume than usual.

Tonight after work, I begin my regular running schedule again of three runs a week. I was only able to get in two runs in the past two weeks in Spain while I was on vacation, and I’m going to be paying for that with slower runs with a bit more difficulty in the beginning. I also know my push ups will suffer. I’m hoping to get at least 60 (down from 80).

Either way, I’m happy to see the weight come back off and get me closer to my goal once again. I was pretty cranky about my weight Saturday morning even though I knew it would go away. It’s just easier to deal with it now that I’m seeing it drop again so quickly.

Edited to add: After my run tonight, my weight was down to 177.0 lbs! I know, more water weight lost, but overall, it’s looking like I’ll be back to my pre-vacation weight by the end of the week if all goes well! This is exciting!

Getting Back Into The Swing of Things

There are many reasons people fall off the plan. For me, it was a vacation to Spain for two weeks that I didn’t want to miss out on experiencing to the fullest. My plans were made with the best intentions to stay as Paleo as possible, and while I did, I also allowed myself to drink a lot of alcohol (Sangria is amazing in Spain!), eat desserts, and foods with carbs like bread and rice. I don’t regret it for a moment, but it did take a toll on me.

Others fall off because they have a hard time sticking with Paleo, an addiction to sugar or carbs, or an inability to cut the emotional attachments to certain foods. There are those who are stress eaters who eat more when they encounter more stress. The list of reasons could go on.

The bottom line is that at some point, you need to just get back on path and do the work. That’s what I’m doing. I started Saturday morning. It’s not easy with the sugar cravings I’m experiencing, but having been through this a few times now (first on my Whole30 and then after my vacation last year to Seattle and Vancouver), I know that these cravings will be gone in 2-3 days. Also, any bloating I am experiencing will also be gone in 2-3 days, and I will be able to lose most of the weight I gained on my trip after my first week of eating right.

There’s no time like the present to get back on track and eat right. If you’ve fallen off the plan, it’s okay. It happens. We’re all human, and life gets in the way sometimes. There is no grade on a report card, and you’re not in competition with anyone else. Just get back on the horse and ride it to victory! This is your journey and you make the rules.

And the bill for services was…

That’s what I’m referring to my weight gain on vacation: the bill. I am paying for all the great, amazing, and delicious foods I ate while in Spain. While I did my best to limit the carbs and grains, the truth of the matter is that I still ate enough to cause me to gain weight. The total? 14 lbs. That’s a lot! However, I need to consider that this isn’t all fat.

I’m bloated and swollen from the sugar and salt. My body swells whenever I have a lot of sugar, and in the past few weeks, I’ve had a lot more than I have in a year and a half. A good amount of my extra weight right now is water. I also haven’t had a solid bowel movement in a few days, and I’ve eating some big meals, so there’s that.

The weird part is that my clothes all still fit the same. I can see a loss of some definition on my stomach and lower arms, but that’s due more to swelling/bloating/water retention than anything else. This will go away within 2-3 days after eating right again.

So, while I’m not happy with the gain, I’m also not upset. I’m not worried that it won’t go away because I know it will. I know that just by eating right, I’ll get back down to where I was and then continue to my final goal. I know this because I’ve done it before.

After my first morning of eating Paleo, I already feel great. My stomach wasn’t over-filled as it has been for the past two weeks, and yet I’m not hungry. I feel a bit more alert not being so full, and knowing that I’m doing the right thing to get my body back where it needs to be is psychologically a big boost, too.

I don’t regret a single thing I ate or drank on my vacation. It was all worth it. Now, I’m paying the bill, and I do so with a smile on my face and a lifetime of great memories.

I didn’t explode

Something strange happened when I ate bread, drank hot chocolate, and ate churros: I didn’t explode. My body didn’t rebel in the way I thought it might. I actually handled it all quite well. Heck, my body didn’t even bloat or swell as much as I expected. Why is that?

There are a few reasons for this. First, it’s that I didn’t eat this kind of stuff all day every day, and even when I did, it was normal (or for Americans, known as small) servings. Second, the food that has added sugar here in Spain has a lot less sugar added than in the US. Third, I walked a lot. I mean at least 8-10 miles a day. That kind of extra exercise burns some calories and helps mitigate any increase in calorie intake.

This gives me huge hope for the future when I reach my final goal weight for being able to eat non-Paleo things here and there more often. In-n-Out Burgers is coming to Houston, and I want to be able to go and have a single with fries every now and then, or enjoy a pizza every once in a while. Right now, those things are off-limits to me in my self-imposed strict interpretation of Paleo.

I look forward to reaching my final phase of this Paleo journey: maintenance. I’m not quite there yet (heck, I’ve added some pounds I will now have to re-lose), but I’m close. Really close. And the nice part is that I know I will be able to have some treats here and there without totally screwing myself over.

Getting ready to go home and go Paleo again

This past two weeks has been amazing. My wife have had a great time with friends in Spain visiting Barcelona, Segovia, Toledo, and Madrid. Aside from the sights, as I predicted, the food has played a large role in our experience. Fortunately, most of the food in Europe is far lower in sugar than in the US, and portions are smaller as well. Also, food tends to be more Paleo-friendly to begin with, so that also helps. However, I’ve eaten off the reservation quite a bit.

I don’t know how many pounds I’ve gained; I will find out tomorrow when I get home. I think I’ve gained a tiny bit of size around my waist, but not a lot. My fitness level has dropped since I was only able to run twice in the past 11 days. These are all realities I’m going to deal with head-on when I get back home. I’m not demotivated, upset, or even worried. I enjoyed my time here, I made as many sensible decisions as I could, and those few times I completely threw caution to the wind in terms of consumption of food with sugar, grains, or alcohol, were completely worth it and I don’t regret them for a moment.

Even though I’ve had a great time and I am not ready for it to end, I am ready to get back to my Paleo diet. I feel better when I eat well, and I miss my running routine. I never thought that would be me, but here I am. I know it will take a bit of time for my weight to get back down to pre-vacation levels, but it will get there. I know the formula and the method, and I know how much work it will take. I’m ready for it, and looking forward to it.

What happens if I gain some weight on my trip?

Nothing. It will mean that I had a good time, that I indulged in some delicious foreign foods, had some amazing experiences, and that I will need to get back to brass tacks and drop it again. I know what it takes for my body to lose weight, and I will do that again. It’s that simple.

I didn’t say it’s that easy. Being simple and being easy are two separate things. It’s simple because I know that I just have to eat the right foods in the right amounts. Being easy would mean that it takes no effort and can be done without effort. This is not true. After being on vacation for two weeks and eating delicious foods (albeit in moderation), it’ll be hard to go back to smaller portions. However, it helps that our Paleo food tends to be delicious and filling. So maybe it will be easy?

We’ll see. Either way, I’m not scared. I’m a little stressed about any possible (and likely) weight gain, but not worried. Whatever weight I put on will come back off and it’ll be back to business as usual in PaleoMarineLand.

It’s never too late to start.

I see people I know just now starting their journey to better eating and exercise, and it makes me smile. I am so happy for them! More than that, I’m proud of them. I know how hard it is to get started after years of living without eating right or exercise. I know all the tricks your mind plays on you; the doubts, the lack of motivation, and the fears. I felt them all. At some point, these people said, “ENOUGH!” and decided to start living healthy.

I’m almost 50. Someone asked me, “Why bother? You’re going to die soon anyway.” Well, maybe THEY are going to die soon anyway, but when I do, it won’t be because I let my health go. I will die kicking and screaming. There are no guarantees, but I am doing everything I can to be healthy and fit. It’s never too late to start. I’d rather have fewer quality years of life than another 20 or 30 without mobility, without energy, and without the ability to experience life to the fullest.

I am currently on vacation in Spain, and there has been NOTHNG I couldn’t do because of any physical limitation. I can climb stairs, ladders, walk all day, and then do it all again the following day without any pain. I don’t get winded on long walks up steep hills. I can carry my heavy bags up two flights of stairs and it’s really not a hardship. It feels AMAZING to be this free and fit! The best part is that I still have a long way to go in my own fitness, so I’m only going to get stronger!

Don’t put off getting fit or healthy because you think the best years of your life are behind you. They are only behind you if you don’t take  your life back and eat right and get fit. The things you can do when you’re not overweight is astonishing. I forgot just how awesome it is to be alive and able to do whatever you want without physical limitations. You can do this!

Making tough decisions regarding foods

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Sherry and I standing in front of a wall of ham at the Museo de Jammon in Madrid, Spain

Today, I’ve been good in regards to eating properly. Well, until I had that one candied orange with chocolate on it. But otherwise, I’ve been eating the right foods in the right amounts. I am doing my best. Honestly. But I’m not sacrificing my experience by avoiding everything. I just avoid eating everything at once.

I’ve been walking a lot. Later today or tomorrow morning, I’ll have my first run since going on vacation that will (hopefully) be the first of many runs. I’m really looking forward to it. I climb stairs when I can, and I try to make sure I’m as active as possible within the framework of our vacation and our friends.

Today at lunch, there were so many foods I wanted to eat and try, but I know we are going out tonight to have Paella, and since that has rice and probably some other things in it that aren’t Paleo, I held back. I decided to stick with chorizo and some boiled potatoes. The weird part: it filled me up. The amount was actually quite small, but I felt not only sated, but really satisfied with the flavors. Spain is proving to be a culinary cornucopia of unimaginable proportions. Truly friendly people, beautiful sights, and delicious foods.

It would be easy to over-eat or to eat foods that aren’t Paleo-friendly here. The bakeries are stocked full of stuff I would love to try, but honestly, I can do without. I do try a few things here and there with just a bite or a taste, but nothing more. And I’m okay with that. It’s a balance and I’m learning to live with it.